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I am blessed. I have a great family, and a good amount of friends. There is always someone I can talk to who will not only encourage me, but give me good insight so that I can remain strong. Fortunately, I have enough going on in my life to keep me productive. But here is the catch, when I am not talking to her, or in contact with her, I am so melancholy. She is in a rough patch. She had a crap day the other day, and I can tell she is not in a good place. She wants her time and space from me, but continues to talk to me, and joke, but she is highly sensitive and sometimes I find myself just trying to fight through HER haze which in turn effects me. She doesn't want to see me, and thats okay. She needs her space and doesn't want to bring me down she says. When she wants her space, she wants NO CONTACT. Its evident she isn't doing well. But I feel like she just doesn't care anymore and I don't want to sit here like a fool. This has only been going on this week.

Where am I going with this? Well, I feel like I have to let her go but I hate it. I don't know if it is her haze that makes me feel she doesn't care anymore or whether I should subject myself or whether I shouldn't take it personally. She has told me not to. Over all, I am clouded on what to do. We have bee broken up for a few months and have remained in contact. Its just all a haze.

I find myself missing the good times, and the places we went to, and the company. I cannot say I will not miss her because I will. But holy moly...

 

Rant over. Thanks :-)

 

Jaay

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