Elise Posted May 3, 2005 Posted May 3, 2005 as most of you know, i'm in love with a ****ing bisexual man. i posted about it here. well here's my deal. we have a very Will & Grace kinda relationship. we're each others back up. that's just how it is. and i'm still in love with him.. well my problem is, he told me earlier in the year that he has a small crush on one of our GIRL friends. ugh. it was like a ****ing stab in my heart. and twisting. it was horrible. when he told me at a restaurant, i had to excuse myself to go to the bathroom and cry it was horrible. well it was nothing but a stupid crush...and in order to complicate this story more, the girl is mostly a lesbian with a girlfriend. but he talks so ****ing highly of her all the time. it makes me sick. we'll call her Mary. he'll say "awwww, Mary!!! she's gonna be there!! awww!!" ugh. puke. he gets so ****ing excited about her. it makes me soo jealous and i get so mad...like she's a ****ing goddess. today, i was talking to him and her name got brought up, and he said "awww, i love Mary, she's coming!!!! YES!!" i snapped and said "she's just a ****ing person...jesus" hopefully she got it. i don't like that she's trying to get closer to him. i hate to sound possessive, but i feel like i am nothing compared to her. i feel like i'm just a piece of **** =\ but she should ****ing know NOT to try to get all closer to him when he has me. there was a Will & Grace episode about this with Molly Shannon in it. do i sound like a psycho? i'm not really. i'm just really in love. sigh...
Merin Posted May 3, 2005 Posted May 3, 2005 I think regardless of the nature of peoples relationships... showing insecurity and jealousy to that extent is a turn off. Me thinks your Friend that you like/love so much already has an idea how you feel about Mary and for some reason or another enjoys getting a reaction out of you... My 2 cents... suck it up when he's going on and on about Mary... keep in mind your own words "She's just a person" nothing more, nothing less....
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