BritishBullDog123 Posted July 7, 2015 Posted July 7, 2015 Hi everyone. I'm quite confused at the moment to why I'm still hurt over my ex-girlfriend, well not so much hurt but I do miss her. We were together three years, she was my first love but we split up years ago and although I do think of her from time to time, I know in my mind that it would work out (I've never had the opportunity) I have dreams of her and even if I see a recent photo it can play hell with my emotions, my gut goes into knots and it ruins my day. My latest relapse, so to speak. I dreamt of her day before yesterday and as usual I tried to fight it off and went on with my day. Later that day I met up with a women and slept with her. As soon as I orgasmed I put my clothes back on and had to get home. I drove home and realised that casual sex is not what I want and the dream I had came back to haunt me. Even though I was shattered I couldn't get to sleep because the thought of her was playing on my mind so much. Finally early hours I managed to fall asleep and again I dreamt of her. My question is, why the hell is this happening? Why do I feel this way. I feel so damaged. And yet she's enjoying her life, with someone else building a life together. Which is good an all but why I am lumbered with all this crap. Sick of it as it's been happening ever since the split. If it makes any difference the content of these dreams are generally happy dreams which involves getting back etc.. I know through information that the dream always reflects on the dreamer.
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