Lethalkiss Posted July 3, 2015 Posted July 3, 2015 We were together for 5 months and then a couple of months on ldr..At first everything was ok..I opened up too early,although I am a very secretive person.. I trusted her,I loved her..I cared The first 5 months it was like heaven on earth..In all my relationships ,there was this "thing" missing..and I thought I had found it with her.. Then ,due to a college tranfer I had to move,about 5 hours away from her.. She cried,she asked for me to keep it on ldr..and so we did an that's where things changed..I went to see her for 3 days in her city and she only got the time to see me for 2 hours in public.. She was cold .. She apologised for that and I didn't make it a big deal although I had spent all my savings for this trip and the hotel I stayed in.. I kept going to see her,and she never visited me on my place..our dates were more and more vague Then,she started ignoring my calls for hours,or days and she would always come up with an excuse,which I believed,cause I trusted her.. On our last big fight she told me that while I lived next to her,it was convenient for her to be with me. So I realised she was a player,she just wanted to get some experience-memories,and leave..She was manipulative with my feelings ,she even took advantage of some things that I had trusted her on and she cheated on me with her ex..(which I found out later) But I still love her..no matter what happened.. I was the one to call it quits..but I feel devastated,maybe it's because of the fact that she got to know me too well...and I was truly in love,I feel betrayed.. She asked me to keep in contact cause she wants to be friends and says she cares for me.. Now, 4 days after our breakup,she texted me..and I couldn't just keep my thoughts.. I told her how terrible my life is without her,I told her that I love her and that I wanna see her.. She just said "-You'll get over it someday,don't be a total idiot to come here just to see me" Now I feel such a fool... I just don't know how to deal with this..I know she treated me like some piece of @@ but I just need her..I cannot spend a day without thinking of her,and the time we spent together.. Please help..at least I want to stop looking like the "poor" guy ,still waiting for her..
fleekout21 Posted July 9, 2015 Posted July 9, 2015 Buddy whatever you do don't stay that way for too ling. Don't let her have that much power over you to the point you cannot live your life peacefully. If she did it once,she will do it again, so yltake my advice and move on ok...soon you will find someone better suited for you
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