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What is it that I am feeling?


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Long story short, I've manned up and asked out the girl whom I was to and fro'ing for a year. I'm still not sure where I stand but we've got a date planned and after we caught up first for lunch and I grabbed her an umbrella (because it was raining and she'd forgotten hers), she posted about me all over social media. Not to be a sour puss, but I was hoping to keep things between us just between us. Anyone explain?

 

Now the thing is I feel torn. I don't feel that crazy rush about her. I feel in a sense, comfortable; like I could look at her all day and smile. Yet I don't know if we click. She is not the touchy type - more rather distant although when I see and say good bye she throws herself into hugging me. Maybe it's just because we are so murky how we feel about each other?

 

Personality wise, I am that free spirit that people instantly warm up to. She is the opposite. What we do share is a side of nerdiness and the hard work ethic. I guess there were other female interests. Girls whom I could see gel with me better with their gypsy-like spirit and flow with life. Yet they didn't shared my ambitions of chasing dreams, happy to scrape a pass in everything.

 

So there you go. Here I am with a 10 interested in me and I'm already searching for where the grass is greener. That or I am just so confused. Anyone help to clear my murkiness?

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