Shon Posted June 24, 2015 Posted June 24, 2015 Here is my story So it's been almost two months after my girlfriend broke up with me, she update her status in a relationship this day, but it's since a week after she broke up, it hurt me really bad, because in my mind she was the perfect girl that i miss, now to explain the things what's bother me, it's the fact that we were in a relationship almost 8 months and he didn't make our relationship public, it was a long distance relationship and we didn't manage to see each other too much because she was afraid of her parents, when she come back in my country(hers too) at her and my village(1 month after we were in a relationship) i hoped too see her more, i got to the village too but i couldn't see her too much because her parents where there too, i got mad about this and suspect her of cheating, i tell her that, and i regret it after, she forgive me, i understand her situation with her parents and i said i wait how much times she needed for us, she stayed 1 month and we manage too see each other a few times, i said sometimes that i come visit but she would never let me, because she think i would do too much for her, but i really loved her, for me she was the perfect girl, he come back in my country after 2 months we manage too see each other a few times, i didn't say anything about this and her parents, i give her the time she asked for, any time i propose to go with our relationship to next level, she said to me that we see each other too few and we need more time, i agreed with her and give her time again, i made some mistake, hurting her without wanting, but not hurting her bad, now i realize that i could have done much better and now after almost 2 months apart from each other she is in another relationship which started a week after she broke up with me, and what's bother me it's not the time because i always want her to be happy, it's because she made her public, a chance that was never given too me, i must say i'm too romantic sometimes and surprise her with many things and he wasn't the romantic type, but i didn't bother me, it was something that i accepted, because i knew her so much, she was amazing, but now i doubt everything i knew about her, it hurts me so much too see this thing, to see her do this thing too me, been 8 months with her and never give me this chance, it would have solved much of our problems, she was the first girl i truly love with all my heart and i would have done everything for her, i even had a plan to move with my college to her town, which i kept secret because i didn't want her too think that i'm too clingy, i was too clingy probably, i even cry after she broke up with me, something new for me, at least she broke up face to face with me it wasn't a hate break up, she almost cried too, i barely kept myself from crying too, after that i kept send her message trying to be friend with her, because i never wanted to lose such a girl from my life, because i love her personality, even if we didn't end up together, i wanted to be there for her anytime she needed, she says she needed time to be friend, a month after break up she say she was good and we could be friends, 3 day after she need time again, but now i'm hurt, she is in another long distance relationship, which made it public, i send her a message today after i see the the relationship status with "Funny how much i meant to you" and she blocked me, i send her an mail asking why do you do this, why didn't i deserve such chance, why do you keep hurting me ? And her answer "Please leave me alone", this broke my heart even more, the person i knew once and fall in love would have never done this thing, it makes me feel like i was nothing for her, like a worthless man, like a bad person, like a bad relationship and many other ways, am i crazy for trying so hard to keep her in my life ? Am i the crazy boyfriend here ?
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