ByMyself01 Posted June 21, 2015 Posted June 21, 2015 It's hard for me to move on. I'm not into online dating anymore because guys are so picky and I'm a plain Jane type of girl and most guys from online dating always have something to say like: "You looked thinner/bigger than your pictures" or "you looked a shade lighter" or this and that. It seems most guys are picky and I'm trying so hard to move on from my ex who clearly wants nothing to do with me but won't block me like he used to. The pain I feel is so deep. I feel like no one wants me and never will. Everyone in my family has someone except me and it's discouraging. I even had a sister to argue with me and attack my dating life. I want children and a husband and I'm almost 30. Looks like that's not happening any time soon. I ALMOST gave up on life, but couldn't bring myself to do it. I'm existing but not living, I am officially in a deep depression and my ex doesn't make it any better. When I did try to reach out to him, he was very rude and when I was pregnant he said he wanted nothing to do with our child and only wants to deal with his daughter, he even cut his son off. I feel horrible and this is something I will not forget for the rest of my life.
foolinlove79 Posted June 22, 2015 Posted June 22, 2015 The online dating thing is crap. Most of the guys there are superficial and ****ed up. Sorry to all that are legitimately looking for a partner on there but thats been my experience. I think when a rs ends we all think i wont meet anyone ag again but its just not true. My uncle got married in his 40s my gran in her 50s. You meet people everyday and you never know when you will meet someone. I have to say a partner should compliment your life and not complete it. It sounds like u think if you had someone you would be happy. Thats a bad way to be. You should try and get to a point where you are happy on your own before you consider another rs. If you are depressed you should take steps and go talk to someone. Its very common now days for people to suffer depression so nothing to be ashamed of. And as far as ending it over a guy!!! Come on mate. Hes not worth it. He really isnt. Bugger him. Say that to yourself. Bugger him. Bugger him. Bugger him. I hope you feel better soon. Xx 1
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