FistOfTheNorthStar Posted June 14, 2015 Posted June 14, 2015 As of lately, well since what my therapist told me to prepare myself the only words that constantly come to mind are... "You left me. I can't believe you ****ing left me...". There's no danger of breaking NC well at least on my part. I am really worried about her calling and trying to come back. What do I say? I've learned to lean on my logic more than emotions. However, I am very angry when it comes to her. A coworker who I rarely see asked me if she's tried to contact me, and how I am feeling, I started to tear up reminding myself that she left me for someone who could control her. I try to not be biased because I understand its a lifestyle but the extremities that she goes through and left me for is painful. I'm not sure how to feel. My coworker was like look man, I know what its like when your young, and honestly you hit such a rough stop and scare so early in life. Its scary because with this happening to you, it feels like now every girl you meet will be the same somehow, but that shouldn't stop you. This sucks.
DexterLS Posted June 14, 2015 Posted June 14, 2015 As of lately, well since what my therapist told me to prepare myself the only words that constantly come to mind are... "You left me. I can't believe you ****ing left me...". There's no danger of breaking NC well at least on my part. I am really worried about her calling and trying to come back. What do I say? I've learned to lean on my logic more than emotions. However, I am very angry when it comes to her. A coworker who I rarely see asked me if she's tried to contact me, and how I am feeling, I started to tear up reminding myself that she left me for someone who could control her. I try to not be biased because I understand its a lifestyle but the extremities that she goes through and left me for is painful. I'm not sure how to feel. My coworker was like look man, I know what its like when your young, and honestly you hit such a rough stop and scare so early in life. Its scary because with this happening to you, it feels like now every girl you meet will be the same somehow, but that shouldn't stop you. This sucks. I feel exactly like this too! My ex has shown some signs that there could possibly be some kind of contact in the near future as well. Or, it's just wishful thinking, I don't know. Eitherway, I hope she doesn't do anything that will impede my progress. All the best!
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