FistOfTheNorthStar Posted June 11, 2015 Posted June 11, 2015 Today has been a crap day. Thanks to work(don't get me wrong I love what I do but being in the cellar by myself is too much time to think) I was fighting with my thoughts. Thankfully I was able to push the majority of them out but I'm still on the fence as to which stage of grief I am in. One of my coworkers came in and was like hey bud I think I saw someone who looked just like your ex with an older guy. ****, that hit me pretty hard. I really wish she dropped off the face of the earth. I am still on NC and will keep it that way. I don't want anything to do with her anymore, but I know deep inside the hope still burns, although I don't want to. I am dreading the day the hope dies off because that will be a **** day. For now I'll just sit here, faking a smile but dying on the inside. -F
Mr Scorpio Posted June 11, 2015 Posted June 11, 2015 I don't want anything to do with her anymore, but I know deep inside the hope still burns, although I don't want to. I am dreading the day the hope dies off because that will be a **** day. For now I'll just sit here, faking a smile but dying on the inside. -F Try framing things different. That hope burning inside of you? In the most general sense, that is simply the hope for happiness. Happiness comes in lots of . It doesn't depend on just one other person. There are billions of us out there, you know? Not to mention other awesome things like air-hockey, , clouds that look like potato chips that look like animals, etc. 1
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