hellogoodbye2424 Posted June 9, 2015 Posted June 9, 2015 So I ended with my ex almost 4 weeks ago, and her birthday is this weekend... I don't intend on wishing her a happy birthday. She had broken up with me twice before this and then contacted me around week 2-3 to get back together. The backstory to how I ended it with my ex was that she wanted to take a trip to visit a guy in another country who had made sexual advances towards her in the past (before we started dating) and saw nothing wrong with it. And she had been kind of hiding her communications with him from me - I found out he was saying stuff like drop your boyfriend and i'm thinking we should get married. Anyways, I just wanted to vent a little and say that the first few weeks weren't too bad... but yesterday and today have just been terrible. I can't stop thinking about her and I hate it. I guess it's maybe because I thought she was going to contact me, but i'm finally letting that go? Well I keep telling myself that she didn't love me as much I loved her but it doesn't make it any easier.
Lizrd3000 Posted June 9, 2015 Posted June 9, 2015 (edited) Lmao, my ex did exactly the same thing. I broke up with her on 13th may and NC ever since, except for 18 may where I told her I was leaving her stuff infront of her door. Goodluck on this journey man, you're not alone. I also do the ''She didn't love me as much as I loved her'' or ''She never loved me'' thing, but it doesn't really help. Just embrace the fact that she ONCE loved you, and leave it at that. Both you and me deserve a loyal girl that's trustworthy, not some b*tch that begs for any male attention she could possibly get. Edited June 9, 2015 by Lizrd3000
Author hellogoodbye2424 Posted June 10, 2015 Author Posted June 10, 2015 Sorry to hear that Lizrd. I agree, we both deserve mature, loving women who are trustworthy and don't exhibit attention seeking behavior. I almost texted her today. I'm glad I didn't but the thought is still lingering in my mind. All of my friends tell me I can't text her but this sadness has been so intense lately... I know the result will be more/worse sadness but I still think she cares, odd as that sounds
Mr Scorpio Posted June 11, 2015 Posted June 11, 2015 Be proud that you had the dignity and self-respect to walk away on your terms and not go back. Does that make it hurt any less? Probably not. However, that sort of conviction may serve to spare you greater pain later in life.
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