FistOfTheNorthStar Posted June 7, 2015 Posted June 7, 2015 I'm not sure if this would be considered a bad day, more like good morning, bad thoughtful evening. I was enjoying my day today and just recently started to think about how I miss her. I miss talking to her and laughing at the same things. Holding her, calling her beautiful and her getting embarrassed and telling me she loved me. Then how she just gave it all up. I feel like I'm the only one suffering, but it's been 1 month this passed Thursday. The girl who used to love me is dead. Now she's just a sexual deviant, an animal wanting to please its owner. Sorry guys, just wanted to vent.
Jessamine Posted June 7, 2015 Posted June 7, 2015 I've been lurking for awhile but your post resonated enough that I had to sign up. Was dumped a month ago myself and the weekends are the worst...too much time for thinking and too much of a reminder that weekends didn't used to mean alone time. I hope this starts to get easier soon. 3
Latino4Lyfe Posted June 7, 2015 Posted June 7, 2015 It's all good hermano, vent away. We're all here for you 1
Author FistOfTheNorthStar Posted June 7, 2015 Author Posted June 7, 2015 I've been lurking for awhile but your post resonated enough that I had to sign up. Was dumped a month ago myself and the weekends are the worst...too much time for thinking and too much of a reminder that weekends didn't used to mean alone time. I hope this starts to get easier soon. It does get better I promise, I hope I don't sound hypocritical but it just creeped on my mind out of the blue. I was with my best friend today and bits and pieces came crawling into my mind. Other than that No Contact helps because I don't want to see her, I don't want anything to do with her. And thanks hermano. I hope you are well. -F
Plaster Posted June 7, 2015 Posted June 7, 2015 Yeah my thoughts have been about my ex this morning. I miss her. Got to struggle on. Youl be fine mate
Yummm Posted June 7, 2015 Posted June 7, 2015 Wow, I was also dumped 4 weeks ago this past Thursday! Weekends are hard, you're in your own thoughts and miss the company. Went out for drinks last night and had a blast! Today thinking about her more as I'm hungover but not dwelling on it as I know it's understandable. Hang in there man, we'll get through this.
Aurora_227 Posted June 7, 2015 Posted June 7, 2015 I'm not sure if this would be considered a bad day, more like good morning, bad thoughtful evening. I was enjoying my day today and just recently started to think about how I miss her. I miss talking to her and laughing at the same things. Holding her, calling her beautiful and her getting embarrassed and telling me she loved me. Then how she just gave it all up. I feel like I'm the only one suffering, but it's been 1 month this passed Thursday. The girl who used to love me is dead. Now she's just a sexual deviant, an animal wanting to please its owner. Sorry guys, just wanted to vent. It's okay, this is part of the healing process. It has only been a month. Hang in there and give it more time. It will get better, my friend.
Unlucky_I_Guess Posted June 8, 2015 Posted June 8, 2015 I agree, weekends can be the worst. I used to look forward to them, and now I don't. It does get easier though...I make a plan on Thursday of what to do to keep myself busy and do things for ME. Housework, yard work, catch a movie, go out, etc. Hang in there, it just takes time but it does get easier, day by day.
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