Chris226 Posted June 5, 2015 Posted June 5, 2015 Ok, so I think it seems weird for me to still feel hurt over my ex after almost two years..now the history is her and I dated for three years we have a two year old daughter together...almost two years ago we broke up...well she broke up with me. I'm in a relationship, and she is engaged....but she left me for a women..yes she is now in a lesbian relationship. And that's fine..I mean I have nothing against been gay...more power to you. But I still hurt that she left me for another person...now all throughout the relationship with her. We had "sexual" problems...she for the most part is still a virgin. I was never able to really have sex with her...crazy because we have a daughter. I remember the night it happened, not getting into to much detail, I was able to get it in enough to have a child...but very time I felt bad for her, she was always enjoyed herself, but also seemed a like uncomfortable. But I get it, she was gay and didn't know it, or knew it and just didn't understand at that time. I just wonder if I'm just her baby daddy and that's it, or if I mean more to her. Not like in love with me, but you know more...we had a good relationship, towards the end I was pushing her away..can you understand being with the person you love for three years and not really being with them. And the times you were, you really can't let yourself go in the person, you know.thats hard I know. Feeling like something is wrong with you. Cause after all it's you the person is rejecting. At less that's how I feel about it. And it really caused me to have trust issues with all women, sorry but now I feel like all women are lesbians, or at least would rather be with a women than a man....am I just weird and stupid for thinking like this.
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