GoodwillImpairment Posted June 3, 2015 Posted June 3, 2015 Hello all. I'm a 24 year old dude and am currently finishing my masters degree and am about to start work soon. I just want to give you some background information so nobody assumes that I am in high school or am geriatric lol. I met a girl about 8 months ago and we really hit it off. We were always hanging out, studying, and just having a good time. We spent a lot of time together and it was an amazing experience for me to learn how much we had in common. Our hobbies, our interests, our ambitions. We talked often about our goals for the future and both of us had ambitions. We would go out on dates often. Be it to a cheap burger joint, a nice restaurant, a trip to the gym, biking, or out hiking. We both enjoyed it all. I have never smiled and been so happy in my life and it really seemed like she enjoyed it as well. I guess you could say this girl had become my girlfriend without me ever formally asking her to be my girlfriend. Well. Fast forward to today after 8 months of dating, we finally decide to have sex. She comes over to my apartment in the evening after texting all day about how we were going to do it. She wasted no times and immediately started kissing me. I got hard and she unzipped my pants and then she laughs. She said, "That's it?" and just frowned after laughing for what felt like an eternity to me. I was stunned. I couldn't say anything or respond to her question. I felt so much shame that I lost my erection and just couldn't say anything. She just picked up her things and left without saying anything more. Three days after, i've tried to message her and call her asking her how she is doing and that I missed her. I tried my hardest to not come across as defensive or angry in my messages but she has not responded for two weeks. I know I am small, I am only 4 inches but I didn't think it would be that much of a disappointment. I am normally a very confident guy and this was one of the traits she said she found attractive in me. But to have someone I felt was so close to me shut me down so hard makes me feel depressed and hopeless.
mightycpa Posted June 3, 2015 Posted June 3, 2015 Hello all. I'm a 24 year old dude and am currently finishing my masters degree and am about to start work soon. I just want to give you some background information so nobody assumes that I am in high school or am geriatric lol. I met a girl about 8 months ago and we really hit it off. We were always hanging out, studying, and just having a good time. We spent a lot of time together and it was an amazing experience for me to learn how much we had in common. Our hobbies, our interests, our ambitions. We talked often about our goals for the future and both of us had ambitions. We would go out on dates often. Be it to a cheap burger joint, a nice restaurant, a trip to the gym, biking, or out hiking. We both enjoyed it all. I have never smiled and been so happy in my life and it really seemed like she enjoyed it as well. I guess you could say this girl had become my girlfriend without me ever formally asking her to be my girlfriend. Well. Fast forward to today after 8 months of dating, we finally decide to have sex. She comes over to my apartment in the evening after texting all day about how we were going to do it. She wasted no times and immediately started kissing me. I got hard and she unzipped my pants and then she laughs. She said, "That's it?" and just frowned after laughing for what felt like an eternity to me. I was stunned. I couldn't say anything or respond to her question. I felt so much shame that I lost my erection and just couldn't say anything. She just picked up her things and left without saying anything more. Three days after, i've tried to message her and call her asking her how she is doing and that I missed her. I tried my hardest to not come across as defensive or angry in my messages but she has not responded for two weeks. I know I am small, I am only 4 inches but I didn't think it would be that much of a disappointment. I am normally a very confident guy and this was one of the traits she said she found attractive in me. But to have someone I felt was so close to me shut me down so hard makes me feel depressed and hopeless. 4 inches? Next time, do it in the dark the first time. Be glad that you avoided this one. She's heartless. Plus, you're projecting an image of zero self-respect by texting her with your "I can forgive you for humiliating me" tone. **** her. Let her go.
Author GoodwillImpairment Posted June 3, 2015 Author Posted June 3, 2015 I feel that what we had built was special. Maybe it was not her intention to humiliate. I just dont want to lose it all over one incident
mightycpa Posted June 3, 2015 Posted June 3, 2015 I feel that what we had built was special. Maybe it was not her intention to humiliate. I just dont want to lose it all over one incident Good Grief Man! She took one look at Tiny Elvis standing at attention and then laughed in your face, then frowned, then left, and she had no intention of humiliating you? She doesn't seem to have had any qualms about it either. Even if that's true, she clearly has no interest, at least not the kind you'd want her to have.
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