kturner16 Posted May 28, 2015 Posted May 28, 2015 I thought it'd be nice to share my experience so far with my first real break up and NC. My boyfriend of 1.5 years broke up with me and it was the hardest thing I've had to go through. I was depressed for weeks. Didn't eat, all I wanted to do was sleep, and getting out of bed was very difficult. He left me for his ex girlfriend (I heard through the grapevine they're not together anymore, so we'll see how life plays out). Right now, I feel so much better. Although I still think about him in the morning, throughout the day and even at night, it doesn't hurt as bad. During the first few weeks, I would have panic attacks and would have to leave class just to go in the bathroom to cry and calm myself down. That's what a BOY did to me and I finally realize he is not worth it, especially since he doesn't take responsibility for his own actions. Although I have more healing to go through, I feel so much better. I have not cried in 3 days. And I know some days will be better than others. I know I'm healing because a few days ago I found out my ex is selling the stuff he bought me on eBay and I wanted to cry but I just teared up. It's like my body wouldn't allow me to feel the pain I've been feeling the past few months. So for those who cannot see the light at the end of the tunnel, it's there. I promise. Just keep pushing forward. Things will get better. If you're religious or spiritual, stay prayerful. And if you're not, stay hopeful. Have faith in yourself.
DexterLS Posted May 28, 2015 Posted May 28, 2015 Thank you for sharing. I am going through a seriously bad breakup too -- and my first! Posts like this give me hope. 1
Author kturner16 Posted May 28, 2015 Author Posted May 28, 2015 I'm glad I could help! There's always hope you just have to believe in yourself. Get through the grieving process. Cry, scream, throw something do everything you have to do to move on from this hard moment in your life. Best wishes to you! Xo 1
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