do you reckon you're on the cusp of something?

[gemo-opus]

I used to be a loser, but now i'm a winner. i now know why i didn't get standard knowledge, nor dates. nor the life tools/skills everybody else has...

 

it's because i didn't negotiate, and didn't keep up with it and stand my ground and question. so it's only to get a time machine, and go back and change it..

[Taramere]

I used to be a loser, but now i'm a winner. i now know why i didn't get standard knowledge

 

I think it's great that you've finally acquired normal knowledge. Congratulations!

[Pyro]

You have a spectrum disorder called Asperger's is my most rational guess.

 

It is often identified with social isolation, behavior perceived to be eccentric, repetitive verbal communication (asking the same questions or making the same statements over and over), and obsessive behavior in their chosen interests. Such as how you keep asking this same question and continue wondering about this same subject.

 

Speak to your parents or a doctor about your struggles and they can help you find a professional to help you manage it and even learn to overcome it.

[scooby-philly]

First off,

 

Wow - even a seasoned psychiatrist wouldn't be able to diagnose an Autism disorder via one posting online...

 

To the poster - we all grow up in families with their own rules, histories, and norms. As an adult the best thing is being able to learn what those are, evaluate them and their impact, and change your life as you see fit. Everyone needs rules - everyone needs structure in their lives - both for emotional/mental health and also for intellectual development. However, the issue is when things go from being rules to being "codes thou shall not break". I grew up in a house where no one had time to teach me anything. Not how to ride a bike, how to drive a car, etc. My parents did not have an emotionally healthy or mature relationship, so that impacted me. I grew up with a birth defect too and wasn't really encouraged to play with friends or go into sports so that impacted my self-esteem. As an adult I've been able to reclaim my right to learn things, to make mistakes as I learn, to explore and do what I want (within reason) and to also start teaching myself how to be healthy and enjoy being active

 

Whatever larger issues you're discovering, uncovering, dealing with - keep going. "Normal" is a relative term, but yes I feel the same way too about certain things.

[gemo-opus]

You have a spectrum disorder called Asperger's is my most rational guess.

 

It is often identified with social isolation, behavior perceived to be eccentric, repetitive verbal communication (asking the same questions or making the same statements over and over), and obsessive behavior in their chosen interests. Such as how you keep asking this same question and continue wondering about this same subject.

 

Speak to your parents or a doctor about your struggles and they can help you find a professional to help you manage it and even learn to overcome it.

 

haha....i don't actually. i don't have any mental condition. You perhaps do, but there you go.

 

And for attempting to "call out" somebody for having a condition, well I know who you are. And you claimed to be a doctor in another thread...well expect a medical complaint from your country's board. I don't think it's a "condition" to presume you're not a very good person, and to move on from you and make a mental note of this.

[gemo-opus]

First off,

 

Wow - even a seasoned psychiatrist wouldn't be able to diagnose an Autism disorder via one posting online...

 

To the poster - we all grow up in families with their own rules, histories, and norms. As an adult the best thing is being able to learn what those are, evaluate them and their impact, and change your life as you see fit. Everyone needs rules - everyone needs structure in their lives - both for emotional/mental health and also for intellectual development. However, the issue is when things go from being rules to being "codes thou shall not break". I grew up in a house where no one had time to teach me anything. Not how to ride a bike, how to drive a car, etc. My parents did not have an emotionally healthy or mature relationship, so that impacted me. I grew up with a birth defect too and wasn't really encouraged to play with friends or go into sports so that impacted my self-esteem. As an adult I've been able to reclaim my right to learn things, to make mistakes as I learn, to explore and do what I want (within reason) and to also start teaching myself how to be healthy and enjoy being active

 

Whatever larger issues you're discovering, uncovering, dealing with - keep going. "Normal" is a relative term, but yes I feel the same way too about certain things.

 

i just know/knew there was knowledge others got...i'm on track to getting it. since i know what it is/was. I think retards like Pyro or whoever are merely afraid, but if she/he/it is "normal" they shouldn't care what some stranger does or thinks.