RoxStar Posted April 24, 2005 Posted April 24, 2005 Its all over now. This was a process that took a few weeks but as of right now its all over with. I feel so conflicted right now. I tried to end it with him about a month ago. That only lasted 2 weeks. He reinitiated things with us and then all of a sudden he started talking to his ex-gf. Well they went out on Friday night and she spent the night at his house. I was about sick to my stomach. Well yesterday he and I chatted about my lack of trust in him and he was very bothered and insisted he only let her stay because she was too drunk to drive home. I didnt accept that as an answer and told him I was going out with one of my friends and that I would talk to him today about it. Well I woke up this morning and decided that I had enough. I went to his place and we ended it. At the end of the conversation he made a comment about us trying to be friends and I asked him if he was not telling me something. He asked like what. I said well maybe that you wanted this to all end but werent going to tell me. He said are you still going to be my friend after I answer that question and I said I dont know but I would like you to be honest. He said yes that he wanted it to end. So the four hours of talking today were all bs. He should have just said that to begin with but he is to weak to admit he wanted out. I wouldnt say I am devastated. I am upset. I am very angry because even in the end he was still playing games. But I tried to get out a month ago and he lured me back in. I dont understand that at all. What was the point in that? Just to try and hurt me or to have me hang around until he could get back in touch with his ex-gf and see where that was going to take him? I am so annoyed right now. I just want to yell and scream at him but I refuse to do that. I will maintain my dignity and I will make myself very busy and hang out with people outside of our social circle. Why couldnt he have just let this all go a month ago when I tried to get out?
ConfusedInOC Posted April 24, 2005 Posted April 24, 2005 My ex did the same thing. Strung me along a couple times knowing in her heart I wasn't doing it for her. She caused more harm going through the motions than if she would have just ended it the first time, for good.
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