klw10308 Posted May 17, 2015 Posted May 17, 2015 I was just broken up with by my ex to me it feels out of left field.He don't feel the same way though. Our relationship started out great he is my first love which probably makes it worse for me. He broke up with me over messenger on fb he refused to answer the phone because he didn't want to hear me cry. This is what he said Hey I gotta be honest with you I can't do this anymore. I don't feel that I belong to you I don't wanna lie and say I love you and make you happy. I don't feel I can make you happy anymore. I ain't the right guy for you anyways. I am not ready for anything. You want another man to love you because I can't I'm really sorry but I don't wanna lie and say I love you but I don't I don't think its too late but I'd rather tell you now instead of later if we get married I won't be happy with you and you wont be happy too.And I am sure you will some how understand that and you will see another guy better than me I ain't perfect and I'm not the one you worth, trust me I tried many many times to force myself but I just can't do it no more. There's nothing wrong about you kadi it's just me who can't fall in love or know how to love because I can't, I can't do it. I'm really sorry and I hope you forgive me. We were together for 10 months he works almost 60 hours a week with 2 days off we were in a car accident together after that things kinda changed but not much. He has a lot of family problems right now and money problems and he always tried to make me happy he never was mentally or physically abusive. I personally feel he said this to me to try to get me to move on but for him to move on as well. When I seen him before he did this he acted even more affectionate toward me(not sex) we haven't had that so he wasn't using me for that. I am lost I just feel he has to have some type of feelings and some type of love idk maybe I am delusional. So any input on this would be great. I haven't messaged him he deleted me off fb I guess in hopes of forgetting me completely.
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