TrevorDia Posted May 6, 2015 Posted May 6, 2015 So, this past few hours I've been so close to messaging her. So close in fact that I was actually on her Instagram about to leave a comment on a picture of her and her new boyfriend. Then I googled "stop me from doing something stupid" and somehow ended up on Chatroulette and talking to this old guy who had his dick out. So anyway, I asked him if he knew anything about breakups and he linked me this poem. One of the most inspirational pieces of text came from some guy with his dick out on camera. Oh, I should probably point out that he moved the camera when he saw I was in no way interested in "talking him off". So anyway, here's what he said: "Don't think that no one loved you, because they've turned away; Don't feel they didn't care for you, because they couldn't stay; Don't damn the world for not returning, the love you feel you've given; Don't hate the one you were yearning for, because he couldn't make a commitment. Just think of him as an experience, and think how much you've grown. Think of him as the sacred prince, who placed you on the throne. Think of all the times together feeling closer since you're apart. Think of your plans of now and forever and hold them in your heart. And don't let yourself feel so much hate, when he's no longer your other. For when you're both at Heaven's gate, that man will be your brother" Is that like a famous poem or something? I've never heard it before, but I was moved by it, and all of a sudden I have no urge to message her anymore. I haven't thanked any of you for your assistance in getting through the first few weeks with NC, but I definitely see the value of forums like this. Thank you all. 2
ephemeralme Posted May 6, 2015 Posted May 6, 2015 So, this past few hours I've been so close to messaging her. So close in fact that I was actually on her Instagram about to leave a comment on a picture of her and her new boyfriend. Then I googled "stop me from doing something stupid" and somehow ended up on Chatroulette and talking to this old guy who had his dick out. So anyway, I asked him if he knew anything about breakups and he linked me this poem. One of the most inspirational pieces of text came from some guy with his dick out on camera. Oh, I should probably point out that he moved the camera when he saw I was in no way interested in "talking him off". So anyway, here's what he said: "Don't think that no one loved you, because they've turned away; Don't feel they didn't care for you, because they couldn't stay; Don't damn the world for not returning, the love you feel you've given; Don't hate the one you were yearning for, because he couldn't make a commitment. Just think of him as an experience, and think how much you've grown. Think of him as the sacred prince, who placed you on the throne. Think of all the times together feeling closer since you're apart. Think of your plans of now and forever and hold them in your heart. And don't let yourself feel so much hate, when he's no longer your other. For when you're both at Heaven's gate, that man will be your brother" Is that like a famous poem or something? I've never heard it before, but I was moved by it, and all of a sudden I have no urge to message her anymore. I haven't thanked any of you for your assistance in getting through the first few weeks with NC, but I definitely see the value of forums like this. Thank you all. oh gosh, I should have joined you on the chat with my experience just this afternoon... but yeah,,, NO... no dude with his dick out..... eeekkk. there's a thin line between love and hate but with hate, we no longer create our own peace. one day .... we will. thank you too! 1
Author TrevorDia Posted May 7, 2015 Author Posted May 7, 2015 Yep, that is what I was afraid of. I knew I'd written somewhere, and now I found this. Oh god, I really shouldn't drink. Are there any mods who can remove this for me?
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