j_mysterio Posted April 24, 2015 Posted April 24, 2015 I keep picturing moments in my head.... fights we've been in... disagreements... I keep imagining myself in the middle of those fights grabbing her... pulling her into me and holding her as tight as i can, kissing her head... giving in.. cause all those fights meant nothing when it comes to how i feel for her. i never did that and regret it. 3
totenkopf Posted April 24, 2015 Posted April 24, 2015 I keep picturing moments in my head.... fights we've been in... disagreements... I keep imagining myself in the middle of those fights grabbing her... pulling her into me and holding her as tight as i can, kissing her head... giving in.. cause all those fights meant nothing when it comes to how i feel for her. i never did that and regret it. I feel just the same man. I would be leaving to pick her up from work in a minute 2
jphcbpa Posted April 24, 2015 Posted April 24, 2015 there is power in rewriting parts of our past to imagine things ending differently. It will take time to get to that place where you can rewrite the script in your mind and be okay in your heart at the same time. the only way to write the future is to write the present. what is done is done. learn from it, do it different in the future with the ex or with a new partner. 3
Author j_mysterio Posted April 24, 2015 Author Posted April 24, 2015 she has me so mentally fncked right now. i cant even read my own words without crying.
Carm Posted April 24, 2015 Posted April 24, 2015 I keep picturing moments in my head.... fights we've been in... disagreements... I keep imagining myself in the middle of those fights grabbing her... pulling her into me and holding her as tight as i can, kissing her head... giving in.. cause all those fights meant nothing when it comes to how i feel for her. i never did that and regret it. Why didn't you? 1
Author j_mysterio Posted April 24, 2015 Author Posted April 24, 2015 Stubborn, stupid, invincible, took her for granted. i have no excuse. 2
totenkopf Posted April 24, 2015 Posted April 24, 2015 she has me so mentally fncked right now. i cant even read my own words without crying. Same mate sucks knowing shes with another guy right now 1
totenkopf Posted April 24, 2015 Posted April 24, 2015 mine is too, you doing nc? Well NC because she will not talk to me so guess its her doing it lol 2
Satu Posted April 24, 2015 Posted April 24, 2015 Love > Devotion > Surrender. You have to surrender the need to be right. *It's worthless. 1
Author j_mysterio Posted April 24, 2015 Author Posted April 24, 2015 Mine will still talk to me if I try... It's pretty much just as bad man.... its confusing and hurtful 2
erklat Posted April 25, 2015 Posted April 25, 2015 Stubborn, stupid, invincible, took her for granted. i have no excuse. She played a part in your breakup too. I can guarantee it is not all your doing. 3
ephemeralme Posted April 26, 2015 Posted April 26, 2015 I'd gladly take all the blame but don't.... I have and it destroys one's soul to the core.... I keep hearing in my own mind somewhere. ( just to help me) get through each day that a relationship isn't just 50/50 but 100/100 and it takes communication, honesty, and work on BOTH parts.... I * believed* the good between always outweighed the challenges... I was an open book/ he shut down, .... walled up and walked away. self blame will never let you heal. I am working on working on how to NOT hurt myself more with this.
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