it took a week.....*sigh*

[willduggan]

i hate the aftermath ... well my ex who ive been with for a year and a half dumped me around newyears and got back together with her ex before me. her and i were engaged so its been especially terrible for me emotionally... well we got back together about a month ago and we seemed to be going well when she decided things werent going well and dumped me again... hurt just as much as the first time... well its been a week since then. shes back with him and now a week after she dumped me i find out(from her mom) shes engaged to him(oh by the way, hes a jerk, hits her, ignores her) this is just making me feel a mix... im really depressed.. im really angry... its like.. this is the biggest slap in the face ive ever gotten in my life... how can someone take a week to get over the person you said youd love forever?? i want to go outside and just yell and scream and swear and hit things... this is just such a slap .. ive never felt so insulted and betrayed and unloved. i want to die and kill something at the same time....****ing end this ...

[AriaIncognito]

I'm sorry that you're hurting. Not that it's any consolation now (I know, been broken up 1 week today myself) I'm sure you will find somebody more deserving of you. She seems to have a pattern of leaving and going back and leaving, that isn't good enough for you. You deserve someone that will never leave, ever. So do I.

 

Let's try to look forward to somebody, someday, that will never leave. We deserve that.

 

Jennifer

[willduggan]

thanks aria, i know your right, i just feel like i worked so hard at it, i studied so much, i looked for answers, i read these forums, and tried so hard. and then she felt we were falling into our old arguements and then wam dumped me again only to a week later be ENGAGED to a guy... ive never felt so insulted and i dont even know what im supposed to feel right now, its a big messy mix of everything...