gigs. woman with a history of cheating. I should've known better.

[learn]

So here is my story. I dated this woman that I've known for about 10 years. Never too close of friends. Eventually she dated a couple people I knew. Fast forward 10 years. I find out she's moved back in town and I find out she's pregnant and the father want going to be around. It didn't bother me. We dated for 2 years. I raised her daughter like she was mine. She would never know any different. We we a pretty happy couple at first baby came about 2 months later everything was going smooth. My mom helps us raise the baby for about a year. She starts going to nursing school to better herself. Which she had already planned anyways. I get us our own apartment. We lived there for a year we moved into her mom's and we split up a month later. I found she was texting a class mate they were calling each other baby. So I confronted her about it. She responded by saying she want happy for a long time. Which now that I think if it I felt it probably started around December. Maybe bit the cheating but her coldness. She said she was preparing for the breakup she just wasn't ready for it to happen yet. So she was gonna string me along til something better came along is what I've gathered. Anyways she denied anything happened I won't get into detail but I do know something happened. Anyways we break up I tried begging her to work it out. Stupid me. 2 weeks go by I pick up the baby to take her to the fair. Begged again. Again she said she loved me too but said what she needed to say and was done talking about it. I pick up the baby again 2 weeks later. Which because she tells me she stills wants me to be the baby's dad. If that's what I want which I do. The week before that I went to the baby's birthday party. She was super cold but asked me if I wanted a beer I said no. I left after an hour. So anyways here we are close to 2 months. I'm cutting all ties had been no contact for the most part. Except for about the baby. Haven't heard anything in 2 weeks. She blamed me to all our friends and family stating that nothing happened between her and that dude and that I'm the one that deleted all our stuff of Facebook and instagram. Which I did. But anyway that's just fluff she's throwing out trying to shift the blame on me. If that were the case she'd take me back when I came back. I'm back at my mom's. Again, cutting all ties. She thinks she can do better I read up on gigs. I was screwing up on my side financially I wasn't that stable and had a bit of a drinking issue. But she never talked to me about about it just mentioned it at times. Like my parents state it's because she didn't intend on keeping me around so she didn't care. She has a history of cheating on her 2 serious relationships. She's damaged goods. When the baby was first born she would tell me she didn't want the dad around and told him the baby was mine and we were gonna run off in the sunset and be happily ever after. Well here we are. I'm sure she'll be back and if not I'm okay with that too. I'm moving forward. I did alot for her and that baby and her mom I helped them a great deal. I am a man's man I fix stuff I get stuff done. It's going to be okay but it's still picking at my brain all day everyday. The first couple was I was binge drinking every couple days. I'm good now. I'm focusing on myself I'm going to go back to school. Focus on some serious goals. It'll all work out. I'll find someone better who deserves me.

Edited April 15, 2015 by learn
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[Sugarkane]

At least you knew there was a history of cheating. What a user she was.

[No Limit]

If it quacks like a duck, and walks like a duck, it is a duck. You can't turn a slut into a partner.