Discover Posted April 13, 2015 Posted April 13, 2015 Hey guys, Holy C**p, so much changed here...the people who used to help me have moved on and go on with their lives and I occasionally check the site, but I am too worried to write anything to you... anyway..Hey everyone..and sorry that you are here , I suppose.. Well, it has been 1 year and 3 months, I moved to another city as I went to study in a University as she did. Now she is half the country away and I just saw her a day ago and all of a sudden I feel kind of wrecked and lonely. We dated for 2 years and she left me out of the blue. What bothers me is that after all that time, she still tells me she loves me, which I guess breaks me down..I started to like a girl I study with and it was all good until a day ago...Now I feel so taken aback...My friends tell me that I keep the good memories to close to my heart and as I tend to be a man of my word, keeping each and every promise I make, knowing that as my first love I have promised her to love her forever, this makes me sad... The concept of writing here searching for help instead of helping others sickens me..I guess I needed to get it off my chest..Truth is , I am confused why I feel like we broke up again as I told her that I like a girl, so she can move on, because I continue to feel responsible for her being stuck on me and being sad..I feel like a villan for putting her through that pain despite this being her decision..I doubt that anyone of you would bother to read my posts a year ago,,but yea... One thing I can tell everyone, it does get better. As long as you don't make my mistake and let people stay in your life,close to your heart being able to wreck you...Truth is that most of the time you remember the one who broke your heart, but the new person you will meet makes it all go away...
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