Navajo46 Posted April 10, 2015 Posted April 10, 2015 I still find it amazing how much you can hurt after so many realizations about how bad someone is for you. Some days I am completely fine and then some it's like my chest cannot handle the pain. I didn't think it would be that big of deal this time since I broke up with the girl so many times and then we finally mutually decided to let it go. In the beginning it was pretty much utter indifference and her sending breadcrumbs for a week or two and me answering with no emotion etc. Then came the missing her aspect (which I am still back and forth). Then realization it was over once I found she had a new guy after a few weeks (she is a serial rebounder and always needs someone there). She moved the guy into her house in a few weeks which is just her MO... she has done this with everyone she has ever dated... except me because I wouldn't move that fast. This girl was sooo bad for me in every way. I woke up this morning finding myself not being able to function to well. Yesterday I was fine. I still have the pain and am getting pretty tired of it honestly. I always find that for me when I care about someone it just takes me a while to detach and move on. I have moved on from some people that I was with and had no second thought ever... but I never told them that I loved them or anything. It's weird how some people can move from one relationship to another constantly and never grieve at all the loss. I'm just not wired that way.
Hawaii51 Posted April 10, 2015 Posted April 10, 2015 Isn't more amazing when you're in control of your own emotions?
Seeker12 Posted April 10, 2015 Posted April 10, 2015 Amazing how it works, far from amazing looking back and seeing how you acted, cringing and thinking ohhh! i spent a day, a paste few days ago, laughing and beating myself up after feeling so embarassed about my emotional blowout after my break up
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