ElenaLetelier Posted April 6, 2015 Posted April 6, 2015 (edited) Okay, so basically i went to a music festival with two friends which are a couple (Daniel 20 and Maia 18) and we had a spare ticket so we invited a friend from school (Jack 20) who i was very atrracted to. I said to myslef that nothing was going to happen with Jack because everytime we talked at school he wouldn´t talk to me much and whenever he did he´d look down and get red. The night before the festival we saw him at a nightclub and Daniel and Maia were dancing and Jack was with a friend called Mike. Mike stood beside me but then pushed Jack towards me and Jack talked to me more then he ever had before then he and his friend left. I found out days later that he had hooked up with a (38) year old woman and that he videod a bit of it and was later showing it to Daniel he seemed proud of it. Anyways, back to the music festival. He came slightly tipsy. He´d always try to be by my side and he brought me a drink. Daniel and Maia went for something to eat and he started to hold my hand and hug me. When guys came pass he´d put an arm around my shoulder, when he´d see his frineds he´d hold my hand, he´d make sure i was always fine, he only had eyes for me, even when a girl basically tried to jump him. Basically the whole day went like that, he told me about some personal stuff as did i. It was the first a guy held my hand or held me in any way (im 18). He didnt ever try to kiss me on the lips he kissed on the head and on the cheek but nothing else. As i said he was drunk and he even admitted that he wouldnt have been so relaxed with me if he hadn´t drunk. When he started to sober up, he seemed distant, as if his mind was elsewhere. But then he started hugging me again. Then, he went to get drinks with Daniel and when Daniel came back Jack wasn´t with him. Daniel told us that Jack had gone to get pills (ecstasy; i´d asked him a thousand times if he did drugs and he denied them all) and that he asked Daniel to bring us to him and a friend but that Daniel had said no and basically told him to leave and that Jack said he´d come back later. Jack didn´t come back. He didn´t call Daniel in the following days either. Daniel told me that Jack had said that he did like me but that he didn´t want it to be a one night thing but that he didn´t know what i wanted. I didn´t see Jack again until a couple days later and even then he didn´t look at me or talk to me at all. He´d say hello to Maia but would just completly ignore me. It went on like that for a week or so until i talkedto him in the library and basically said the conclusion I´d reached that he´d been drunk and that that´s why he had held my hand and such. He agreed with what i said without looking at me, he didn´t look at me not once. I asked why we couldn´t be together and he said that he wanted to focus on his studies and that he was kind of talking to someone else. I saw him a couple of hours later and he didnt say hello he ignored me again. So, then one weekend we coincidided at Maia and Daniel´s place. He was quiet the whole time. He was with a friend called Jason. Jason was hitting on me the whole time. Apparently, Jack had had a fallout with a friend over the phone and was angry. So, Daniel and Jack were having a laugh at the fact that Jason was hitting on me. Once we got to the bar Jason brought me a drink and tried to grab my hand, i saw Jack leave and didn´t see him again until a couple days later. Maia talked to him and he told her that he left because he had felt awkward since it the first time he spent with me after the music festival. he also told her that he didn´t want me to feel weid if he hooked up with someone else, she asked why i´d feel weird if nothing happened at the festival and he stayed quiet. Anyways when i asked why he´d left he said he said he got in an argument with a friend. And then he asked maia why i always looked for a conversation one on one with him. So, in an attempt to be friends with him and to make him know that im not interested (even though i am) i asked advice to him about this guy i was talking to. He asked how many other poeple i´d shown it to (idk why?) and he told me that if he were me he´d just concentrte on his studies and that i shouldn´t lead this guy on that i should just be honest. Then he tells maia to make sure that i´m single because he wants to introduce me to some friends of his. So i´m really confused because Jason wants my number and Jack has it and Im sure he´s asked Jack for my number so why hasn´t he given it to him (not that i want him to )? HELP! Edited April 6, 2015 by a LoveShack.org Moderator Paragraph breaks
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