Illusion24 Posted April 14, 2005 Posted April 14, 2005 After all the heat from my last post...I got discouraged to write about what's been going on...But this me, this is my life and for those of you who can see eye to eye with me or those who disagree yet don't get judge mental....I'll share my past couple of days. I clarified a lot of things with my ex and we've come to an agreement. I no longer want to make the same mistakes as I've done in the past. I've learned a lot from this experience and I've taken more into consideration to the word love and it's meaning. I've been going through a lot of changes and for some reason I've gotten good and bad responses to it, but in the end I'm happy and thats what counts. Lozano and I are moving along perfect. We seem to have this bond between us that is so noticeable. Whenever we walk into a room together, heads turn. This weekend was one of the most beautiful weekends of my life. I went to one of his family parties, which mind you I haven't seen in over 3 years, and it felt as if I belong. We danced salsa and merengae all night long, had wonderful conversations with his family and had such a good time. The next day we went to a latin Club/Cafe type of thing and had drinks and danced our a$$es of again. He loves to dance and so do I...I feel alive again!! I see my life going somewhere now. I have a wonderful job/career, I have a beautiful new townhouse, and a man who is my dream guy. Whether you guys think it's to fast or not real...it is! For some reason my heart is at ease and I feel as if I have no worries in my life but to make money $ $. The way he holds me and looks at me makes my heart melt. I have never been looked at or desired the way he does. I just wanted to give a little insight into my situation and let some words out about how happy I am.
Mz. Pixie Posted April 14, 2005 Posted April 14, 2005 NSN- That's a beautiful story. I'm kind of in the same boat as you are- other than the fact I haven't known my bf forever. When I met him my marriage was over and had been over for three years but I had just physically separated. People are probably gonna think I'm nuts when I run off and marry this guy! It's just so perfect and everything is so wonderful........it's hard to put into words at times. I'm glad that you're happy!
Author Illusion24 Posted April 14, 2005 Author Posted April 14, 2005 Thank you...I hope it works out for you. I was just tired of living the life others wanted me to live.
Author Illusion24 Posted April 14, 2005 Author Posted April 14, 2005 What do you mean Alpha..cutie pie ??? Please be gentle I'm feeling happy
whichwayisup Posted April 14, 2005 Posted April 14, 2005 Please be gentle HEHEHE, that's what his date said last weekend!
2much4u Posted April 15, 2005 Posted April 15, 2005 Well sounds like a nice journey your on. Hope it works out, I've been in some what the same situation. People say it's not going to last but they don't know what's in my heart. Just remember to make it fun!!
Author Illusion24 Posted April 15, 2005 Author Posted April 15, 2005 So far my feelings for him keep getting stronger and stronger. It feels good to feel the way I'm feeling...I've never felt this way for anyone, not even my ex. I'm taking it day by day, learning and taking in every experience we go through. I admire him so much for the person he is and has become in the past few years...I've seen him grow from a boy to a man, and it's so feels so good to be a part of his life.
blind_otter Posted April 18, 2005 Posted April 18, 2005 It was a bong, but I got rid of that avvie because someone on here was being a little whiner about it. I hate weenies.
Mz. Pixie Posted April 18, 2005 Posted April 18, 2005 I like the new one better! You probably think this is hilarious- but I've never seen a bong in person- other than in a store so I was just curious.
blind_otter Posted April 18, 2005 Posted April 18, 2005 bongs are cool. THey really almost look like art work. Check out Jerome Baker for interesting pieces. Mine has 3 sharks swimming in a circle around the base....
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