Popsicle Posted April 11, 2015 Posted April 11, 2015 So, were you one of the ones who deep down always knew that he wasn't going to leave his W but just couldn't bring yourself to admit/accept it, or did you really think you were going to leave your W until the end?
Author Phxguy2001 Posted April 11, 2015 Author Posted April 11, 2015 So, were you one of the ones who deep down always knew that he wasn't going to leave his W but just couldn't bring yourself to admit/accept it, or did you really think you were going to leave your W until the end? I foolishly did not think it would end with a bang like it did, clearly I was living in a fantasy-land. Myself and my AP had no concrete plan. In hindsight if we had a plan, I would have left my W because now I am miserably being NC with my AP...it wasn't our time I guess, life will have to move on without her. 1
cocorico Posted April 11, 2015 Posted April 11, 2015 I foolishly did not think it would end with a bang like it did, clearly I was living in a fantasy-land. Myself and my AP had no concrete plan. In hindsight if we had a plan, I would have left my W because now I am miserably being NC with my AP...it wasn't our time I guess, life will have to move on without her. Your BW was clearly Plan B. Trying to salvage a M you don't really want to be in is not fair on either party. 3
Author Phxguy2001 Posted April 14, 2015 Author Posted April 14, 2015 Well I knew that I would see my AP at some point, today was that day, kinda. I was sitting at a traffic light when I noticed her staring at me from 2 lanes away. Our eyes locked for 5 or 10 seconds until traffic moved alone. She had the saddest look on her face that I ever saw. I did not pull over to talk to her, I just moved along in traffic. Her daughter was with her, and she knows me...I guess that was some sort of a saving grace. Now I am all torn up yet again and completely conflicted.
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