Karin2rinkashi Posted March 27, 2015 Posted March 27, 2015 Aaaaaah..... Now that i think about it, i didn't go to any limits of kneeling in front of her or anything of that sort. But i did end up reasoning and pleading...... I don't think less of myself, i don't doubt myself, i am still confident about myself (every single bit) But how do i recover from that self respect suicide that i committed? I don't give a single **** about her friendship or her contact or her for all i care. I just want to know how to recover from this **** feeling that i actually went so low (not the lowest) but still lower than my standards to try to get her back. WTF was i thinking? I am SOOOOOO mad at myself.... SOOOOO mad..... GAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh Why WHy Why why whyw hwynhwyhewyhqewerwraewyrhhefahwienfawefn did i do that???? WHYYYYYYYYYY? OMG!!!!!! How can i let myself down like that? I feel so ****ty.... It is a FACT, IT IS A ****ING FACT.... that her self esteem is in the earth's core and mine is on the moon. But still did that to myself? I was just trying to be nice, i was just trying to save the relationship..... Self Control drives Self Respect....... Now i understand.... But it is too late!!!!!!!!!! TOOOOOOO ****ING LATE!
gnick Posted March 27, 2015 Posted March 27, 2015 Just be glad you aren't me. I've been chasing mine for 5 months. Just got a....I have no romantic interest in you whatever and I was thinking about breaking up with you for months. I have lots of work to do just to get to the point of having no self esteem
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