Ryan Jay Posted March 23, 2015 Posted March 23, 2015 The urge to break NC is getting harder to fight smh I want to see her just one more time I know its not the smartest thing to do. To make things worse today is the day I proposed to her 2 years ago .
ApexTitanium Posted March 23, 2015 Posted March 23, 2015 I feel ur pain man, my ex and I are "friends" I just want to crack and ask her if we can start over.....I should be doing what you are but I guess I'm just an idiot that thinks I can win her back through friendship. Cept I'm prolly just permanent friend zoned and I'm gonna crash and burn if I dont pull it off and she tells me about her new bf.
Author Ryan Jay Posted March 23, 2015 Author Posted March 23, 2015 I couldn't even stay friends with her after the break up we had a huge argument she involved her mom and family members in it and things went south.
BlackbirdSong Posted March 23, 2015 Posted March 23, 2015 I'm finding it harder and harder to keep NC as the days drag along also. The more distance, the worse I feel. All I keep thinking about is how I was going to propose in a couple months. Sucks considering she's in another relationship already. Smh
Author Ryan Jay Posted March 23, 2015 Author Posted March 23, 2015 @Blackbirdsong: man that's gotta be the hardest smh knowing she's with someone else it would straight up kill my heart if I found out. You'll get a chance to propose to someone way better and things will go the way you planned 1
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