acidrein_08 Posted April 11, 2005 Posted April 11, 2005 We met last night before she headed back to college and we had a lot of things to talk about. I felt really good when I left and today she sent me this email...what do u all think about it? hey boy, what are you up to? i just got done calling you about 10 minutes ago but you didnt answer.i hope your having a good day!!! i just had to go to one class today =) !! i was thinkin of you today, thinking bout how much i wanted to call you and why. shew last nite was so great. gettin to cuddle with you for a sec. here and there. i havent been hugged like that in along time. wouldnt it be nice to just sit down at the lake with a fishing pole in one hand and a bicardi o3 in the other..on a hot sunny day with each other. why did this happen jonathon why cant we go fishing together. why did we change, do i like being single or do i want to be with someone? if that someone gets to know me really well is he going to like me or think im crazy? am i the crazy girl i used to be yet or am i the boring girlfriend i was before. im scared to firgure out that last question right now. im scared to come around you, b/c then i might want to be with you agian and we will rush into a relationship not knowing everything bout each other that we want to know. llike are we going to be ok with each other having so many other friends now? or better yet are you going to like me since im gettin fater (haha)..but im going to get over this cooled, get my leg better and start working out alot. runnin at the park and get back into doin my sit ups and push ups like i used to. i think when i talk to you on the phone im not myself yet..ya know like crazy and have stuff to talk bout all the time b/c im still talkin to ya like i use to and i got to get out of that. i want to talk to you like we talked that nite in the camper while we through a piilow back and forth. that nite was the most fun ive ever had. (my name) why cant we go out and everything stay the same as it is now?? why cant all the ppl we hang with be cool if we went out? are you thinking of what it could be like if you dated me again? do you think you would be open and not shy? im really just taking time to think bout all this question right now and what i reallly want. but i hope you email me back.. ittyl cya later -(my ex)
bubblygrl5 Posted April 12, 2005 Posted April 12, 2005 Hard to tell without really knowing what went on with you guys... Sounds like she wasn't sure breaking up was the best...and is sorta still wondering, or interested.
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