creyente7 Posted March 20, 2015 Share Posted March 20, 2015 Its been since october that my ex broke up with me. I wasn't always good to her, I treated her badly and she lost feelings for me. I feel like I still love her. The feelings arent as strong but I know I still care for her. What I feel like is what's holding me back is the fact that I don't think I've apologized enough to her, It probably wouldn't matter but I don't have that peace of mind to fully let go. Im always guilty and telling myself that the reason She left me is for the way I treated her. I called her names, talked down to her, treated her so poorly and I regret every word Ive said in the past. I know she's happy now, and Im glad she's happy. I noticed she wasn't towards the end of the relationship and I couldnt see myself looking at her so unhappy. I know splitting up was for the best. I miss her so much and I know I shouldnt do anything but I'm so tempted to just say sorry, not for any particular reason. Not to get her back at all, but just to have that peace of mind. I want to tell her how "sorry" I am for all the things I made her feel, she deserves so much better than the way I treated her. She's a good girl, and although things were sketchy and rough in the end I know it was my doing that she acted that way. I can't blame myself for everything but I really just want to apologize. What do you guys think? Btw she's across the country, I will never see her again. Ive moved location which is here in Cali, she lives in Alabama. So yea this isnt to get her back, but rather just to have that peace of mind, for myself. Opinions? Link to post Share on other sites
mangetout Posted March 20, 2015 Share Posted March 20, 2015 Absolutely do it. Link to post Share on other sites
HBK3317 Posted March 20, 2015 Share Posted March 20, 2015 I would like to do the same with my ex. But I just don't have the courage balls whatever to do it because I definitely ****ed things up beyond repairs. I will have to live forever with this guilt that I messed up bigtime. I can only apologise to her in my mind and hope that she forgives me in hers... You don't have to be like that brother. It's very dark and very depressing. Just do it and take your mind off of it, good luck to you. Link to post Share on other sites
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