acapelo_dp Posted March 15, 2015 Posted March 15, 2015 Some of you know my story already. But basically my boyfriend of a year and a half and I broke up three weeks ago (it was mutual) but he was hot and cold and said he was in love with me but he wanted to find himself. I texted him a week ago to get back some of my things and he responded positively and brought them over right away for me. We chatted and he suggested we go grab a bite so that we could catch up. I invited him back to my place and we had sex, and he stayed the night. He said things like he loved me and that leaving in the morning would be hard. He said that if we were in our thirties we would be married and happy. He called me his pet named and cuddled with me all night. He left that morning and I went NC...until today. I needed my tax forms from last year (I did them last year on his personal computer) so the only way I could get them was for him to e-mail them. He responded right away and e-mailed them to me. He was polite and kind, I said thank you and the convo ended. I left work today and as I was walking downtown I saw him and his brother walking towards me. I don't think they saw me, but they walked on by and either didn't see me or ignored me. I don't think he would ignore me though so I think he just didn't notice me. But it hurt seeing him. I'm just having a bad day as it is. Some stranger told me off today for no reason while I was walking downtown, and my friends have been busy this week and this weekend I have just been alone watching movies. I was doing so good when I was busy and out with my friends every night. Now I'm completely broken today thinking about him. Plus today is the one year anniversary of my mothers death and I have no one to talk to about it. I just can't deal with this as well as I thought. I know long term I will get over it. But we were like best friends although I know he didn't treat me right the whole time. He needed too much alone time and changed his mind too much. But I just feel so alone right now. Part of me hopes he would text me telling me he made a huge mistake and that he loves me.
sabd Posted March 16, 2015 Posted March 16, 2015 I'm sorry you're going through such a rough time at the moment. I'm going to just say what you already know - in time you will get over him. You need to reach the point of acceptance where you no longer hold out hope that he's going to tell you he made a mistake. That hope will keep you stuck. Good luck x
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