no NC is going to be the death of me

[Jonp219]

Not following NC guideline is going to be the death of me.

So me being stupid I checked my exes twitter page (I'm drunk). And of course some of you know my story (and if not look through my threads). Anyway she posted on Twitter saying, "You though the little effort you put in was enough", obviously talking about me. Like wtf I ****ing called you two weeks ago to reconcile and you wasn't having it like what the hell. Obviously you're not over me, and obviously you're still looking for my attention. I know I should be NC, but being drunk I can't help it.

 

BTW, RARELY does she write on twitter and if she does it's about something that personally affects her. But when it's subliminal such as this message it's normally about me.

Edited March 13, 2015 by Jonp219

[Simon Phoenix]

Not following NC guideline is going to be the death of me.

So me being stupid I checked my exes twitter page (I'm drunk). And of course some of you know my story (and if not look through my threads). Anyway she posted on Twitter saying, "You though the little effort you put in was enough", obviously talking about me. Like wtf I ****ing called you two weeks ago to reconcile and you wasn't having it like what the hell. Obviously you're not over me, and obviously you're still looking for my attention. I know I should be NC, but being drunk I can't help it.

 

BTW, RARELY does she write on twitter and if she does it's about something that personally affects her. But when it's subliminal such as this message it's normally about me.

 

I mean, you're your own worst enemy at this point. There's really nothing anyone can say to help you if you are going to keep undermining your own recovery.

[J007]

This is why NC is a tool that you use which involves keeping off all their social networks . Your mind is in no physical state to process anything . You are constantly going to be overthinking the most little thing that has been said and going over and over it in your mind . You will constantly be back at square one .

You can do this ! Dig in deep and find you again . Have respect for you .