polaske93 Posted March 10, 2015 Posted March 10, 2015 Anyone else have these conflicting feelings? I hate my ex, she destroyed me, ive never been so hurt in my life.. To this day 6 months later the thought of her makes me sick to my stomache.. However somethingbabout me also misses her.. Idk how i would react if i was to see her or talk to her.. I cant quit thinking about seeing her, or talking to her again. Nobody ahs ever meant that much to me.. Anyway just curious how normal this is, and when if ever it will go away.
Jimmyjackson Posted March 11, 2015 Posted March 11, 2015 Yes! I know this feeling well. I've been broken up and NC for a while now, I'm feeling pretty good about myself but I do miss my ex sometimes. I seen a picture of her the other day through a mutual friend and I thought to myself, she's not actually that attractive (or at least as good looking as I thought she was when I was with her). I think of her leaving me for another guy, although she didn't cheat on me she still acted inappropriately with him. When I put it logically I know I don't want her, I wouldn't say I hate her as it's a strong word, I don't hate anyone. Despite me seeing her flaws, and knowing what she did I still miss her, and I don't really know why. I've definitely taken her down from that pedestal though, which is a good thing I guess.
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