neowulf Posted March 2, 2015 Posted March 2, 2015 By my approximation, it has been 8 years or so since I felt romantic love. It it has been so long now, that the memory of the feeling has almost completely faded from my mind, leaving only a dull ache in my heart. I miss connecting, feeling like at least one other person on this earth understands and appreciates you. I miss the laughter. Smiling so much our cheeks hurt. That feeling of wanting to be a better man, of feeling energized and excited about life. I miss the elation of being near one another. I miss the endless conversations, that never grow dull or tedious. I miss the desperate passion, the quiet Sunday morning sleepin's. The walks along the beach. The glasses of red at the end of a hard day. I am 36, yet I feel so much older. So very daunted, by this journey through life. So very, very far from where I thought I would be. I am tired and lonely. But the sleep won't bring relief and the socialising won't lift my spirit. Never thought it'd be easy, had no idea it'd be this hard.
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