scottie2hottie Posted February 27, 2015 Posted February 27, 2015 I heard of std's but Im not sick its hard to open up with girls when I haven't been friends first for a long time for what Ive got but like I said I don't have a std my croch was slashed as a kid. Its just a visible scar anymore. I never told my adopted family and never have anyone to talk with about it not even a therapist helps. Been grounded like Malcolm in the middle almost my whole life for the worst stuff. I just cant seem to find any people that I even would talk about something like that. Its always I better have the best job best cars and everything else just to start off by getting a number. I feel fine physically but am down in the dumps and cant maintain constantly bench pressing all day every single day for more than a week a month.
MRSR31 Posted February 27, 2015 Posted February 27, 2015 I heard of std's but Im not sick its hard to open up with girls when I haven't been friends first for a long time for what Ive got but like I said I don't have a std my croch was slashed as a kid. Its just a visible scar anymore. I never told my adopted family and never have anyone to talk with about it not even a therapist helps. Been grounded like Malcolm in the middle almost my whole life for the worst stuff. I just cant seem to find any people that I even would talk about something like that. Its always I better have the best job best cars and everything else just to start off by getting a number. I feel fine physically but am down in the dumps and cant maintain constantly bench pressing all day every single day for more than a week a month. hmmmm. Was you organ damaged? Meaning does it function for you? Has anyone ever rejected you on the basis of seeing it? Scars can be very sexy. Have you seen a doctor about it. He/she can evaluate and perhaps offer if necessary corrective surgery. Don't worry. Almost everything can be fixed these days.
Author scottie2hottie Posted February 27, 2015 Author Posted February 27, 2015 I always kept thinking I was going to take after my adoptos, and my aunt who I see 2 times a year would tell me stuff like im going to be bald for sure and I realy thought my parents were real and yeah its almost like the complete opposite.
Author scottie2hottie Posted February 27, 2015 Author Posted February 27, 2015 No im fine I don't need anything like a surgery but I deal with sever depression from ptsd for various reasons and I keep feeling I am being judged to look like john cena or the rock. Im always grounded.
Author scottie2hottie Posted February 27, 2015 Author Posted February 27, 2015 or even more be just like all those guys from jersey shore on mtv which I swear I could appear on if I knew what to say.
d0nnivain Posted February 27, 2015 Posted February 27, 2015 If you are still young enough to be grounded, you need to hang on to the fact that life gets better as you grow out of your teenaged years. It really does. Where did you get the idea that you have PTSD? If you haven't been formally diagnosed by a doctor tell your parents or your aunt that you want to see a doctor. As you age perhaps there may be some new surgical techniques that can at least minimize the scar. If you aren't having functional difficulties, the issues are cosmetic but understandably they can have a devastating effect on your psyche.
Author scottie2hottie Posted February 27, 2015 Author Posted February 27, 2015 I live in a big city its rough here I stay away from people and definatly feel sad about my age not having been around as a teen.
Author scottie2hottie Posted February 27, 2015 Author Posted February 27, 2015 I moved around a lot growing up and even ended up in a church academy never had stuff like prom or dating.
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