DatingDirection Posted February 27, 2015 Posted February 27, 2015 In general I find myself not happy these days. I'm only happy when im with myself, doing research on spiritual and personal growth. At the same time, while im trying to listen to the audios my mind is wondering, thinking about the past, and my future, but never fully in the present. I set out to do tasks, clean up, make a scheduale but I don't get around to it. im busy looking for jobs, or going out on interviews. I'm generally, not happy with the people who interview me either. I find them to be snobby, with high expectations, and no personality. Keep in mind, the people interviewing me, are also the one's who I would work closely with. I'm not sure if my out look is because im depressed, or because I seem to be going through a time in my life, where I just want more out of life. More connection to other people, on a heart base level, more connection to the sun, nature, and myself, in terms of being happy with who I am, and where I am in my life. Id like to move as well, I have an interview coming up for a job in Israel. I am a bit nervous to take the leap of faith, and move there from Canada, what if I can't handle being in a country where there is war at any time? What if I feel more alone, then I already do? Although, I hear many people tell me how welcoming people are, and what great times they had visiting and living there. I wish I was stronger, and not such a what if person.
Gloria25 Posted February 27, 2015 Posted February 27, 2015 In general I find myself not happy these days. I'm only happy when im with myself, doing research on spiritual and personal growth. At the same time, while im trying to listen to the audios my mind is wondering, thinking about the past, and my future, but never fully in the present. I set out to do tasks, clean up, make a scheduale but I don't get around to it. im busy looking for jobs, or going out on interviews. I'm generally, not happy with the people who interview me either. I find them to be snobby, with high expectations, and no personality. Keep in mind, the people interviewing me, are also the one's who I would work closely with. I'm not sure if my out look is because im depressed, or because I seem to be going through a time in my life, where I just want more out of life. More connection to other people, on a heart base level, more connection to the sun, nature, and myself, in terms of being happy with who I am, and where I am in my life. Id like to move as well, I have an interview coming up for a job in Israel. I am a bit nervous to take the leap of faith, and move there from Canada, what if I can't handle being in a country where there is war at any time? What if I feel more alone, then I already do? Although, I hear many people tell me how welcoming people are, and what great times they had visiting and living there. I wish I was stronger, and not such a what if person. You know, I feel ya and was thinking about this recently.... Ever hear of Maslow's hierarchy of needs? I mean, he kinda say like we have different stages of needs and when we satisfy one, it sorta opens us up to pursue the next level. I've been moody and unable to be relationship material, enjoy life, and keep a strong spiritual connection with myself and God cuz I'm trying so hard to get my career and livelihood back on track. But, at the same time we need to tap into our spiritual resources and the comfort of family, friends and life to give us the strength to persevere...so go figure. So, hang in there, keep up the things in life that will keep you grounded/calm while you pave your way in life. BTW, Israel sounds like a big risk/leap...but hun, if you're young and have no kids think of it as embarking on an adventure. When I was in the military I volunteered to travel and wish I did more. I have a gf who's job location changes worldwide and while I do like the comforts of one "home" at the same time I wish I could do some traveling now/then. Good luck in what you decide to do...just cross your T's and dot the I's before you make a decision. 1
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