LooperDooper Posted February 23, 2015 Posted February 23, 2015 If there is anything I've realized is that my relationship with you was not like I thought it was. You never showed yourself to be in love with me, it was all one big lie and deceit and you were immature. Never should one have to ask for love back from a girlfriend. Never should one have to feel like an idiot because his girlfriend treated him like he wasn't there when she was with her friends. Never should one be with somebody who isn't honest and hides things. Never should one be with somebody who saw their ex-boyfriend behind the bf's back. I know I sure as hell wasn't my best or anywhere near perfect, but the context in this relationship and all of this can answer as to why. I should have never ignored the red flags, and yes I am an idiot for believing, forgiving and loving in spite of you being completely selfish in this relationship. Trying not to send her anything, but I miss her terribly and she gave up on this, even though I know it isn't for me. At least I can rage out here to try and prevent myself from sending it to her and regretting it. 1
LivinDeadGrl Posted February 23, 2015 Posted February 23, 2015 If there is anything I've realized is that my relationship with you was not like I thought it was. You never showed yourself to be in love with me, it was all one big lie and deceit and you were immature. Never should one have to ask for love back from a girlfriend. Never should one have to feel like an idiot because his girlfriend treated him like he wasn't there when she was with her friends. Never should one be with somebody who isn't honest and hides things. Never should one be with somebody who saw their ex-boyfriend behind the bf's back. I know I sure as hell wasn't my best or anywhere near perfect, but the context in this relationship and all of this can answer as to why. I should have never ignored the red flags, and yes I am an idiot for believing, forgiving and loving in spite of you being completely selfish in this relationship. Trying not to send her anything, but I miss her terribly and she gave up on this, even though I know it isn't for me. At least I can rage out here to try and prevent myself from sending it to her and regretting it. Deep Breaths dude. I am in a similar situation. My ex is a taker, a user, a person who cares nothing about how what he does may affect others... No matter what they've put you through though, you still love them and want them back. It's a crappy cycle. I am just learning now to see myself through it and that I deserve to be treated better. The only thing you'll accomplish is regret after you send that. Trust me!
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