ally2015 Posted February 20, 2015 Share Posted February 20, 2015 Hi everyone! This is my story... its a long one but explains most of what i am dealing with at the moment : http://www.loveshack.org/forums/breaking-up-reconciliation-coping/separation-divorce/515225-left-limbo-cheating-drugs-depression-affair-fog This is a shorter version: http://www.loveshack.org/forums/breaking-up-reconciliation-coping/second-chances/515485-continue-no-contact I am now posting on this thread as I am getting VERY anxious! I will have to see my ex partner next week and im freaking out! I have been told he looks like a 'junkie', i love this person and i know that seeing him like that will break my heart BUT i want to be strong and give him nothing, show him i dont care. i havent seen him in over a month and last time i did he looked awful... so i cant image what i will see next week... it makes me sick thinking about it, looking at someone that i wanted to spend my life with that is now turning my life upside down and destroying his own... its just awful! I went to councilling today and she said i am doing all the right things with the NC and i have to let him sort himself out... doesnt make it any easier on me! i hate this... i dont want this for myself or my child... i try to be strong and do all the right things to protect my child but its so hard... im just not coping well today. Link to post Share on other sites
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