ally2015 Posted February 20, 2015 Posted February 20, 2015 Hi everyone! This is my story... its a long one but explains most of what i am dealing with at the moment : http://www.loveshack.org/forums/breaking-up-reconciliation-coping/separation-divorce/515225-left-limbo-cheating-drugs-depression-affair-fog This is a shorter version: http://www.loveshack.org/forums/breaking-up-reconciliation-coping/second-chances/515485-continue-no-contact I am now posting on this thread as I am getting VERY anxious! I will have to see my ex partner next week and im freaking out! I have been told he looks like a 'junkie', i love this person and i know that seeing him like that will break my heart BUT i want to be strong and give him nothing, show him i dont care. i havent seen him in over a month and last time i did he looked awful... so i cant image what i will see next week... it makes me sick thinking about it, looking at someone that i wanted to spend my life with that is now turning my life upside down and destroying his own... its just awful! I went to councilling today and she said i am doing all the right things with the NC and i have to let him sort himself out... doesnt make it any easier on me! i hate this... i dont want this for myself or my child... i try to be strong and do all the right things to protect my child but its so hard... im just not coping well today.
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