Baller1234 Posted February 15, 2015 Posted February 15, 2015 Okay I've been in a relationship with a girl for a year and a half and I fell for her completelly (whenever I fall I fall hard). I mean she exactly treat me the best and we have our problems but I lover her and she is my world. This is only my second relationship and my first was not as deep as this, I've been hung up on a gilt that never liked me back got a year and a half and essentially I'm just a lover who liked giving and recieving love and I'm a nice guy and I can't seee why I keep getting myself into these situation. Like she says she still loves snd cares about me but I'm finding harder and harder to cope with her emotions changed every couple weeks, I'm physically and mentally drained and I'm starting to hate myself, like I know her parents don't liked black boys but you know she is not her parents like should someone skin colour really matter? Then there the matter she likes someone at get college she's never talked too well she did, when she finally talked to him and she SAYS she doesn't like him . Like I don't know I think I'm the crazy one here and I know I'm in denial and I need to move one but I'm trying and failing and this is starting to effect my health . If any could reply with advise that would be great! Thank you for reading
Suchalady93 Posted February 15, 2015 Posted February 15, 2015 Okay I've been in a relationship with a girl for a year and a half and I fell for her completelly (whenever I fall I fall hard). I mean she exactly treat me the best and we have our problems but I lover her and she is my world. This is only my second relationship and my first was not as deep as this, I've been hung up on a gilt that never liked me back got a year and a half and essentially I'm just a lover who liked giving and recieving love and I'm a nice guy and I can't seee why I keep getting myself into these situation. Like she says she still loves snd cares about me but I'm finding harder and harder to cope with her emotions changed every couple weeks, I'm physically and mentally drained and I'm starting to hate myself, like I know her parents don't liked black boys but you know she is not her parents like should someone skin colour really matter? Then there the matter she likes someone at get college she's never talked too well she did, when she finally talked to him and she SAYS she doesn't like him . Like I don't know I think I'm the crazy one here and I know I'm in denial and I need to move one but I'm trying and failing and this is starting to effect my health . If any could reply with advise that would be great! Thank you for reading I personally think you should follow your gut instinct love and emotions can sometimes cloud our better judgment, And if need be seek counseling for yourself as well because its unhealthy to stay in limbo like this with yourself.
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