blue_eyes18 Posted April 4, 2005 Posted April 4, 2005 I guess it's hard to keep making posts about the same guy and then anyone actually be able to know the whole story without telling the whole situation over and over, so maybe there are some on here that's already heard my story. I am just so confused about what to do. Ok, this guy's parents are going to Jamaica, hell, I was in the spelling bee years ago and can't even spell Jamaica. LOL Ok, the guy asked me after sometime last week, he was kinda ride, and I didn't want to talk to him. THen I went to his house about 2 or 3 days later and he was being so sweet and asking why I hadn't called him. He said he was wanting to talk and stuff. THen my little sister walks up there to his room. He was being so sweet to me and stuff, but I was wondering if he was just acting like that just cause she was up there. I ended up getting upset cause even my sister said he started acting like an a**h***. Ok, he asked me if I wanted to stay with him when his parents went to Jamaica, and I said"no". He said"Well, how else am I supposed to get to work?" and looked at my sister and started laughing. That dicksucker. That is so not funny. Anyways, I think I may take things a little to personal or something but I don't know cause I have heard things about him. Why is he so sweet sometimes and others he isn't. I just wish I could stop being confused about this. Last night he was drunk, and I helped him out some. It was so funny. THen before I left, he said he would call me tomorrow(today after work) And he called me like 3 times yesterday. The only thing that makes me ill is I was supposed to come over to his house and I had to call him back, and I called right back and he was gone down the road. Oh that made me ill, but I know he knew where I could find him, and yeah,. he was there. Anyways, he acts like he is afraid that someone may be using him, but what if that's a cop out? Really? Maybe he is just a loser and I should forget him, but something attracts me to him. I just don't want to find out later that Iwasted my time and energy if he happens to be using me or something. One of his pot-head friends is ill with me for some reason, or maybe not ill, but thinks I can't stand him now or something, and then he said to someone in front of my face while he was going off, that "the guy is just f'ing me cause I have good *****" and all that. He was trying to make me mad. But everyone else over there is always asking me about my guy or whatever and keeps asking if we are giong out. They say stuff like"Well, if ya'll aren't, ya'll sure so act like it" and stuff like that. I am just wondering what to do. I know this post prolly don't make much sense. Just bear with me, I woke up WAAAYYY to early this morning, for real. I need some sleep, I am behind. Thanks for listening. Just wanted to get this off my chest! Have a great day!!
Author blue_eyes18 Posted April 4, 2005 Author Posted April 4, 2005 I know sometimes he might think I "fuss" if that's what he wants to call it, but I need to know that if I am doing things for him, he is gonna be real. I don't want some guy who just doesn't want a relatoinship. You know, I should be saying forget him if i feel this way, but he also makes me feel good. I guess I am just saying that if this "relationship" is just going no where and will never have any means from him as turning into more serious, then I want to know and not waste my time. I told him we could just be friends, but he always starts calling me baby or something else. Then we end up getting in an arguement or something cause some screwed up reason. Maybe I should just stop thinking about it so much. I am just trying to look out for me.
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