Vill Posted January 19, 2015 Posted January 19, 2015 (edited) We were together for 2 years, till the february of 2014, I went full nc in the end of june. Out of nowhere i started to get emotional about her in the beginning of this year, shaded few tears and decided to msg her: i would like to talk with you and yeah, she didn't answer, she has a bf right now i guess, but i wonder what she might think when i did contact her. Run into her closest friend in the party yesterday and i wonder what she told her. Kissing girl that night made me sad and think about her. Ridicilous I don't know what i should do right now, i ve met girls in that time and it feels like she is the one and it hurts, a lot. I wonder what her face looked like when she saw the msg though Edited January 19, 2015 by Vill
Timpye Posted January 24, 2015 Posted January 24, 2015 I know what you mean. Life is tough, but I know you are stronger. Stay nc and let's get through this. 1
evanescentworld Posted January 24, 2015 Posted January 24, 2015 We were together for 2 years, till the february of 2014, I went full nc in the end of june. Out of nowhere i started to get emotional about her in the beginning of this year, shaded few tears and decided to msg her: Being in love with someone is like taking a drug. In fact, if I'm not mistaken, I believe that the area of the brain nurtured by love, and nurtured by drugs, is the same area... You just had a withdrawal snag. It happens. ...i wonder what her face looked like when she saw the msg though I hate to tell you, but probably 2
Kinetica84 Posted January 24, 2015 Posted January 24, 2015 It's the emotional connection you form with that person over 2 years is what you are mourning. This will take time, and yeah i think everyone has been there, broke and contact an ex. It comes out of nowhere, you're fine one day, had a good day, wake up the next feeling bad for no reason at all. It comes in waves but those waves will decrease in size and number. 7 months dude, i don't think she is coming back i am sorry to say. Do your best to accept that part of your life is over and put it to bed. Easier said than done i know....... but you need to heal. All the best. 2
Author Vill Posted January 26, 2015 Author Posted January 26, 2015 (edited) Well i know it's been a long time since we spoken or met. However, after i msged her i started to see her best friends on parties, last week i went inside university building i looked to the the left and i saw her friend, then went upstairs and after that outside, stood there and when i looked in direction of the entrance i saw someone moving away from the window right after that. Probably it was her, i guess she was standing there with her friend when i went inside the building but i didn't saw her, later on that day i met her on the way out of parking lot, she drove right pass me but i didn't even look at her. It's been a long time and i changed, mentally, phisically, relations with friends are better i could say everything is better than it been before but somehow i am not happy because of it, i lack her and eventhough many girls during this time wanted to be in relationship with me, i didn't. I've been hurt and i have to get over this cause it made me rude towards womans, bounds are still there and it makes me ****ing sad that you love someone, you were someone's first and biggest love and it's done. I see her taking pictures with some dude who looks like an average one and i know she's trying to build something like we used to have and it was pure and magical when it lasted but i guess everytime she will try she will fail, she didn't take the time to learn out of this, i did, wish i had a chance to offer her new me. Does she deserve it? No. Do i love her? Yes. Edited January 26, 2015 by Vill
bigtrouble Posted January 26, 2015 Posted January 26, 2015 (edited) she is the one . i am not happy because of it, i lack her This is the very thing that makes it difficult to let go... I know I feel the same way... Edited January 26, 2015 by bigtrouble
Recommended Posts