unspokenlove Posted January 7, 2015 Posted January 7, 2015 (edited) I made a previous post more than a month ago http://www.loveshack.org/forums/breaking-up-reconciliation-coping/breaks-breaking-up/504866-hurting-so-much-long-read-updated Dated this girl for a year and 1 month, she was everything nice. She was very emotional about everything, loved being there for everyone and deeply showed how much she cared for me every single day. She was there for me when I first met her and dealing with an emotionally abusive ex before her(abused me for over a year after breakup, even after blocking). She helped me through it all. its been a month now, I've been working out, hanging with friends and family. She texted me christmas eve while i was 4 states away with family just to remind me how gone she was from my life, and to tell me t leave her alone? didnt message her. During her finals she stayed over at the new guys dorm and made sure I knew about it with a picture. I'm good friends with a girl at work who happens to be best friends with her roommate, i dont talk about my ex but she said the roommate thinks shes a complete liar now because of that. i dont really care. I thought I could be the bigger person, and not block and that she would come around. That did not work out as I hoped. This is where it gets childish so I'm sorry, I posted on snapchat asking if anyone wanted to grab starbucks at 7 after I got off, we have mutual friends but I didn't think anyone was with her. I show up at starbucks down the street, and she walks in with her friend not there to get starbucks at all, but had take out food eating there, and pretending like i didnt exist, so i did the same even though my chest was heavy and I felt terrible for seeing her like that. soon after they leave, random video from her friend them both dancing in the car and her friend flicking me off. blocked her friend. it was immature and wrong. I try to ignore it as best as I can, but since than I've only heard the worst. Shes posted on tumblr(mutual friend told me) about emotional abuse and how I never really cared, manipulated her, and other disgusting things I never thought anyone could do to someone, especially me. I broke NC, I had enough of hearing things and her twisted stories. I said I didn't deserve that, or any of this and I was a good friend and only ever did was care for her and to please stop. She told me her best friends(girls she was friends with before me but they always stabbed her in the back and made her cry) thought of me as a "crap" person to the core, of how I acted and treated her before and after, and other mean things about me. I just replied do you really think that low of me now? That I honestly deserve that. She replied with- Yes you do deserve that. I dont have time for your crap today. F you, you're an immature prick, and done with me pretentious ahole nature." well I hate foul language, and that came out of nowhere towards me. I don't understand why is saying and doing all of this.. ive never seen this side of her, and its honestly scary. I never cheated, never hurt her bad enough to justify this behavior and immaturity. Edited January 7, 2015 by unspokenlove cuss words
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