bobbysmith2 Posted January 4, 2015 Posted January 4, 2015 (edited) I been with my ex for two years in a long distance relationship when we 1st met everything was good we had some bad moments but we fought and everything was cool she went back to her country I went along then I came back home after 6 months she wasnt working I was then she got a job and my contract was up she always bought my plabe tickets to come see her due to the fact that her money is worth more than mines so in the second year she got a job I came to see her we had no arguments nothing everything was great one day she wanted to go paintball and her co worker showed up I never met him I never heard of him I greated him with respect and he came with us then on Halloween shr invited him again this time I was uneasy but I played along one day my gut told me to questioned his presence she got on the defensive saying she is not happy and stuff her behaviour started changing all of a sudden she was getting mad at small stuff we werent speaking but we were cool then one day she said shes not in love with me but she still love me and its over thos whole time I thought this was a joke we had a cruise to go to I thought we could of made it up there she treated me as though she never knew me on that ship I was alone she just stuck to her self it was a horrible feeling so after the 4 day cruise we got to america and she bought my ticket to go home I knew then it was over I cried alone I was asking god why me what I did wrong why shw gave up without a fight then my gut told me to check her phone message something I never do and guess what I saw the same dude she invited to go out with us she have been dating this whole time she claimed it only stared a week ago and its all my fault I felt so bad to see that text it was so hurtful since I got back I texted her and told her thanks for what she had done for me and I still loved her she replied and never spoken since I always wonder does she think about me like I think about her sometimes I wonder if she wanted my friendship incase she and him didnt work out thats why she didnt want me to know she was cheating its been a month amd some days now and im still healing from it sometimes I cant belive she would do such a thing smh my question is do yall think she is sorry for what she did I mean she dont call or text sometimes I wonder if its shame or guilt or she just that heartless towards me I dont know how can some loved you so much and just act like you never exsited i still feel some way bout her but not like i used to i think damn what could he had possibly told her to make her treat me this way or i think this affair have been going since I was here because of how she started accusing me of cheating just some things that she Did back then now came back to me so I think she wanted us both but I wasnt suppose to know I could be wrong please help Edited January 4, 2015 by bobbysmith2
Ducktape Posted January 4, 2015 Posted January 4, 2015 Goddamn, that's the longest sentence I've ever read. 1
seminoles84 Posted January 4, 2015 Posted January 4, 2015 Suggest cleaning this up a bit with grammer and paragraphs if you want more responses...
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