Mizz Layta Posted January 4, 2015 Posted January 4, 2015 Its ben 2 months of NC and my ex is with someone else.We were in LDR and he met someone closer and started seeing her.I was hurt when he admitted this.He even say he really likes her allot which pretty much crushed any hope about us. However,I couldn't bear anymore pain so I told me that we should part ways since its painful for me knowing that he is screwing another chick at the end of the night.He agreed and we wished each other the best. I then changed my number few weeks later so I can ensure myself that I will stay NC and I wanted to cut ties with him since we have been on and off for few years.Our relationship was a dead end with the distance between us For some reason, i feel like reaching out to him .I don't know if its because of loneliness.I haven't been with anyone since we parted ways. I have only talked to this one guy that I met on BB but he lives in different country so obviously it didn't go anywhere since he too far away. Its 19 hours away.My was only 4 hours away by car but the distance was still an issue with conflicting work schedule I now find that changing my number makes me feel less tempted to text him.Sometimes I feel like reaching out but I feel like I cant since I changed my number. I know I could still text with my new number but then that would just defeat the purpose. I am not going to contact him btw Is it a mental block from changing my number? 1
IfiKnewThen Posted January 4, 2015 Posted January 4, 2015 i say do not contact him. stay the course. pray real hard. if he really was sorry and wanted to find you somehow he would. its really time to decide its over and start your own little new life and happiness. i know its extremely hard to be happy. but he actually helped u to move forward because..he told you he liked and found someone else. he didnt string u along. take that gift of knowledge and continue to run with it. its natural to want to reach out to him. we all get that. but save your sanity and phone number and dont. look to a higher source and take one day at a time. i wish u well. hang in there. stay strong. and again...1 day at a time. thats all one can do now. 1
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