Giggle Posted January 2, 2015 Posted January 2, 2015 I dreamt again of my mom who died almost 2 yrs ago. I dreamed that we were reopening her store. That she was here and it was all a horrible mistake. That closing her estate was a mistake and all the things I've had to do this last year and a half.. And wondering how to fix it because obviously she was alive. And then I wake up and feel that loss again. Pestered by the notion that it was me who asked for her life support to be turned off and maybe she could have pulled through.. I've had a hellish dream where she asked me why I didn't wait longer.
preraph Posted January 6, 2015 Posted January 6, 2015 It's one of the hardest things we'll ever have to do, deciding when to pull the plug. I'm sorry it fell to you. You must trust yourself inside to know that you made the very best decision you were capable of making at the time you made it. Also, you must know that if their is an afterlife, which I consider a good possibility, then the very saddest thing for your mother would be to feel that the responsibility you had to take in making that decision was making you feel bad going forward. The very last thing she would want you to do is feel miserable on account of her passing. You did what you felt you must and did your best. It's all anyone could ever ask of you. Your mother would be proud of you for shouldering that responsibility.
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