NopeNah Posted December 13, 2014 Posted December 13, 2014 Going to be a hard four days! Going through email's just now and ran across the room conformation my ex and I had booked for the beach trip/ballgame(she won tickets,so she will still be going). My mind jumps to who's she taking instead of me,was she already talking to him before the break up? Then the 'bad decision' side of the brain starts saying not to worry,we got this,dude! We can now bar hop at the old places without running in to her. Lets party! ugggghh...The thoughts of heading out now to drown out the mental side. I know it only makes it worse,though..Just a rough start to what was supposed to be a great weekend. I was out of the head fog until seeing this. Stopping two habits at once is tough! Just ranting, I guess. Let the wheels start to spin!
d0nnivain Posted December 13, 2014 Posted December 13, 2014 Make plans to do something else fun that weekend to take your mind off what she's doing. Distract yourself now by planning that.
Author NopeNah Posted December 13, 2014 Author Posted December 13, 2014 Make plans to do something else fun that weekend to take your mind off what she's doing. Distract yourself now by planning that. Today-Tue. It is what it is. I had forgotten about it,until getting that email. Just a bit of a gut punch. The mind can be a cruel beast when you let it. Just glad I refuse to drink to keep the thoughts in control.
DenverDude Posted December 14, 2014 Posted December 14, 2014 Hang in there bud. Set backs like that suck. I saw some pictures of her online - not willingly - and it really set me back. The mind games are the worse though. You can still go out and grab some drinks, but just dont get hammered.
Author NopeNah Posted December 14, 2014 Author Posted December 14, 2014 Dream's have to be one of the hardest things to handle! Horrible! Going to hit the gym and go watch the game with some buddy's. I'll keep the drinking to a few beers.
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