Chatmonkey Posted December 11, 2014 Posted December 11, 2014 Sick in bed all day today. Feel terrible. Not to mention I had a dream last night (the second one of this nature) where my ex was in the arms of another man. So i've had the dream and I am stuck in a passive state in bed which is NOT helping me get my mind off her in any way shape or form. On top of this, I have about 2 months left in the US until I have to go back to my own country (Australia) which I really do not want to do. I know that the fact I'm sick is making me feel very negative about everything at the moment. I do know that. Want to be with her so bad. Want to contact her. I won't though, don't worry. I guess this is just my post on here to substitute me contacting her like people tell you to do. Don't want to leave America either and getting depressed that I have to. Sorry for the negativity... it's always so easy to focus on the negative aspects and im generally a positive person. ..But today is just not a good day :'(
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