tlour61 Posted December 8, 2014 Posted December 8, 2014 It has almost been six months since we broke up. I thought I was doing good on moving on the last couple of months. I've dated which has not really interested. Maybe with that I'm just not ready. The last few days my mind has been on him. I've have not done very much because of it. I wonder why he been occupying my mind more. I'm not saying he has never I always think about him. It just seems lately it is more. I didn't even go to his parents house like I've been doing for the last 14 yrs at Thanksgiving to have my cheesecake his mother makes for me. Yes they were expecting me that night. I was just not ready to see him yet. Even though I should have because it would have reminded me why we are not together. Because I had heard he was trash and being his nasty self. I'm I lonely? I've kept myself busy for the most part. I just know this morning I almost called him to ask if he would like to go out for breakfast. Which I didn't but I don't even like that I even thought of that. I'm just tired of him taking up space in my thoughts.
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