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[Bribux1215]

Me an my girlfriend we much so in love I'm 25 she is 20 we had a child on the way an lost it due to miscarriage I kept push the fact for months for her to try again me and her were like glue I thought we would be togoher forever any ways she left me 1 month ago scared the **** out of me I felt like some one died in my life. She is the kind of person when she gets mad even at little things she stays mad or ever ..... So she broke up with me over the phone an I'm not shore if she is hurt , testing me ,or using me until she finds someone else so hears the deal the first two weeks I disnt hear from here at all I constantally called texted no reply I did every thing if could to get her back and she finally awnser me an said I was pushy controlling selfish so since that day we talked on the phone every day but mostly texting she soya on my face book try's to controol my life she asked to meet me so I did an she made out with me and we talked for about an hour an she said will will give you another chance but not now she said I'm so hurt it so she called me then asked to have sex I did it she tryed to mark my body up with hickeys ,she left all her belongings at my house she told me that she dosent see herself single and will not move on from us but what she tells me an her actions are different she is so distant in the sence of we used to be togoher every day an I've olny seen her 2 times in the past month all this time I felt like she was playing games with me when I pull away she gets closer when she asks if I'm seeing other girls and accuseing me of all kinda of things she still tells me she loves me she told me she wants me an olny me forever but I don't believe it she said she wants to take it slow ..... Every time she thinks I'm walking away she does every thing in her power to make me stay I don't get it my main thing is she wNts everything a relation ship has with out a tile for now an that scared me she said she can't trust me cause I acted like I was moving on by friending girls on facebook she told me she will not say she is mine until I earn her trust this is the first time I broke it she took all of are pictures off of facebook an twitter but not Instagram it's like everything she does seems like she's hide ing something from me but she is in my life so much I could never hide a thing I just don't want to get hurt I so love her an want her plz help she tries to keep me distant from her family an we were all so close before this from what I no she does not have any friends or go out at all what's going on there are a lot of sigh a of her coming back an a lot that I'm being played I just don't get it

Edited December 6, 2014 by Bribux1215